Kaibigan

“When the sun shine,
we shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
Said I’ll always be your friend
Took an oath I’ma stick it out till the end
Now that it’s raining more than ever
Know that we’ll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella…”

 Ang totoo, ang gusto kong sabihin, malungkot ako. Nagtatampo. Nagtatampo ako kasi feeling ko nag-iisa ako palagi. Pathetic. Pero iyon talaga ang nararamdaman ko. Nagtatampo ako sa bestfriend ko kasi, oo nga lagi nga kaming magkasama pero pakiramdam ko nagsosolo lang ako kapag magkasama kami parang wala lang. Ni hindi ko mahawakan kamay nya kapag nalulungkot ako. Hindi ko masandalan balikat nya kapag antok na antok na ako at gusto ko sanang sumandal muna lalo na kapag nasa bus kami. Nagtatampo ako kasi hindi ko iyon magawa pero bakit pag ibang tao pwede.  Siguro nalulungkot lang talaga ako. Pero hindi ko na ito dapat iniisip dahil lalo lang sasama loob ko. Kahit masakit at nasasaktan ako dahil feeling ko I’m always taken for granted, I will always be here for him. I will always understand and care for him. Mahal ko iyon eh. Mahal na mahal…Ü

I am Me

Looking at the white lights above me, well, it gives me an idea on I want to write here. Since this is just my new blog site and I was already able to jot down two blog entries here, let me then add it with something about myself.

I am 21. The age of enjoying my singlehood and embracing life with all the possibilities that it is gving me. I am a simple woman who got simple aspirations in life. I just want everyone around me to be happy. I learned the importance of responsibility at a young age since I’m the eldest in the family. And I’m glad that I’m young but I’m ahead among my age.

I am a lover but let me tell you, I haven’t been into any romantic relationship yet but I’m not rushing things. I know that can wait and there’s an individual who is meant for me. As they say, patience is a virtue. And I am willing to wait but I don’t know till when.LOL! Whenever my friends told me that I need to look for someone to love and that it’s such a great feeling to have someone who will reciprocate the feeling, I always told them, of course I know that! But then, I am still waiting for the right person. Anyways, so much for that stuff. Waiting and loving is at the least of my list to do’s as of this time.

I am a career-woman. I started young. I want to grow and learn more about the things that I am doing right now. And I think so far I am learning. I am enjoying my job. I love my officemates and everyday is a new challenge for me. Going to office was never a hard thing for me to do. Currently, even though I’m facing something that might affect my daily concentration, what I am doing is that I am just focusing myself on what I can do better next time and that I had already learned my lessons, so I will not do it again. Certainly. Everyone, has his/her own share of failures, trials and hardships but still it is never late to get up once you stumbled, learned from that mistakes and move on!

I am a friend.  Friends? Well, let me carry the bench and shout, I HAVE LOTS OF THEM! I love them soooo much! Literally. I treasure them and I must say I am blessed to have them. As your friend, I can give you a hug when bad thing strikes. I may not be a good adviser when it comes to sharing their problems as they expect me to be but then I still hope that they’ll get something from whatever I am going to say. Hmmm…I can make you smile (it’s one of my talent, yeah!). I love it when other people laugh whenever I crack I jokes eventhough it’s corny or cheesy. I love it whenever I feel that someone appreciate me. If you’re my friend, thank you so much!

I am a daughter and an ate. I am part of a simple but happy family. Sometimes, we argue, which is normal, but then I love them with my whole life. My love for them is never-ending. They are my sanctuary, inspiration, my everything. At one point, I’ve been a not-so-good-daughter and ate but I of course, I AM NOT PERFECT. Yes! I am not. But for my family, I’ll do everything. Needless to say, I owe them a lot. Thanks for the good genes! Yeah!

I am a dreamer. I will always be. But then dreams need to be put into action to make it into a reality. Time to make those dreams come true. I’ve learned to believe in myself and that I can do something.

I am a traveller. I enjoyed packing my bags and exploring the other side of the town. Since, I am a city-girl cum jologs all my life, I love the scent of grass and the feeling that finally there is another sight to see aside from high rise building and seem-no-ending highways. I love the beach, the waves. I love to see mountains and green scenery. I am a certified “lakwatsera.”

Again, I am me. I love life. The simple pleasures. My ups and dows. The learning along the way which makes me a better person. Everyday is a celebration. Yo!

Takipsilim

Akalain mo madilim na pala sa labas. Kanina pa pala ako nakaupo dito sa mataas na upuang dilaw at nagmumuni-muni kung ano bang bagay na background at theme para sa i.ph at multiply sites ko. Naubusan na ako ng kantang gustong marinig sa youtube. Ayun madilim na nga sa labas.

Nagugutom, na pala ako. Balak ko sanang kumain at umuwi na. Takipsilim na kasi.

Today

Today Frank was able to sit beside me again even though he’s late  since the past two days,my seatmate was Ruther. He read some qoutes which somehow touches the truth of life. We were able to do our usual chit-chat mode and we sing once in a while.

It’s not really high call today and since we are not doing anything most of the time, we usually share some gags together. Frank and the rest was doing cut-outs for the crepe paper chain, I don’t really know what that’s for. Als,o Ali and Bambi share their bus adventure and I’ve checked some infos in Wikipedia (thanks to this and I was able to avoid the boredom mode) hehehe.

 At lunch, I went to our usual spot after we ate, the net corner in the office, wherein we can browse our social networking sites and we can do some blogs like this. I’m glad that my two office-daughters, Ar and Kristel,  was able to share this new blog host to me. This seems to be really fun.

Rocking with Calliope

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A whole new level of customizability
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All email messages sent to yourusername@i.ph are automatically forwarded to the email address you used to register, giving you a unique, conveniently short email address.

Calliope was not designed with an aim to outdo all the existing blog platforms out there, but by thinking of ways to enrich YOUR online experience, that’s exactly what we ended up with. If we strip everything down, the internet is all about people. Lots and lots and lots of people. We understand that it’s easy to get lost in the pack. We want you to stand out. This is why Calliope is all about you. Enjoy!